Soooooo . . . I need to be more observant when I'm passive agressive.

Because I don't like it when I feel like someones being passive agressive to me.

gah.

Please pray for me.

I see I have an emptiness that I am trying to fill with earthy things, but I know it won't help.  I just can't find the strenth to do the right thing.

I'm not sure if I know what the right thing is.  I don't know how I got here.

It will all be okay. But please pray for me.

Is it bad if your dreams are mean to you?

So in my dream, I was walking up to a table that had food, where friends, christian friends, were seated eating. 

I proceeded to eat with them and asked, "Where's the sauce for the rice?"

This one girl said, "It's over there on the table"

I turn to go get some

She says, "you f***** dork"

???

He leads me in paths of Righteousness
for his names sake
Even thought I walk through the valley
  of the shadow of death
  I will fear no evil
For you are with me.
Your rod and your staff
  they comfort me.
You prepare a table besides me
  in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil.
 My cup overflows.

Surely, Goodness and love shall follow me
  all the days of my life
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
  Forever.

Father, please protect me.  May the only other relationship I experience be with the man I marry.